And also this morning, also another stupid human being refused to do what I asked her to do, HELLOO!!! I’m in charge of her, do you wanna get fired? I mean, she was paid to do her job and I always treated her nicely, maybe I should be stricter with her. She is so lazy, and the type who if you don’t have anything for her to do, she just gonna sit her sorry a** on the padded chair and just do nothing all day loonggg. I have to help her remove some obstacles and THEN, she wanted to do the job. GRRR!!! Really really lazy… Every single thing she does, she has to ask me first, “Oh, is this correct? How do you do this? How do you do that?… Blah blah blah…” You get what I mean, how she gets on your nerves…

I also hate it how my colleagues really look down at me, like I have the exact same position as them, HELLOO!!! I am in charge of you, can’t you see it? They don’t show any respect and don’t listen to what I say at all. Screw em’!!! Stupid nimwitted thick-skulled idiots!!!!!

Jada is not relatively new American pop R&B girl group from Boston, Massachusets. The band consist of  four girls: Elle Wine, April Forrest, Lauren O’Keefe and Jacyn Tremblay. “American Cowboy” is their debut single and was released on iTunes on 31 March (From Wikipedia).

I thought I heard this song somewhere before but could not remember when and where. Luckily, my sister read on Wiki that this song was played on House during Chase’s bachelor party and suddenly my mind struck me, “That’s where I heard it before!!!!” Ha3

“I know you know I’m sexy…” and keep on singing non-stop lalala

Tracklist:

1. Take Off
2. love the world
3. Dream Fighter
4. edge
5. NIGHT FLIGHT
6. Kiss and Music
7. Zero Gravity
8. I still love u
9. The best thing
10. Speed of Sound
11. One Room Disco
12. Negai (Album Mix)

Some of my favourite songs are ‘love the world’, ‘I still love u’,  ‘Negai’ and  ‘One Room Disco’. I chose ‘One Room Disco’ as my ringtone specifically for my brother, since it is one of the loudest tracks on my phone (I am kinda deaf when someone rings me and always takes ages for me to answer my phone, hence the ringtone for my brother since he always complains especially). I really did not like Track 4, edge coz of the repeated words and also the melody is like repeated all over too, can get really annoying to me. Any Perfume fans or anyone else who likes techno-pop songs should not miss listening to Triangle, the album won’t disappoint you.

Rating: 8.5/10

‘I still love u’ PV is kinda disappointing compared with the song, only white background and close-up shots of Perfume singing.

From L-R: Minami Chiaki, Kana and Haruka

Of course that crazy girl is me!!! My favourite character would be Chiaki with her sarcastic attitude especially towards Kana and the small leafy-like thing on top of her hair, plus Chiaki kinda reminds me of my youngest sister. She’d be denying like crazy right now ha3. Look at how cute she is!!!! I am always laughing whenever I’m watching Minami-ke, always very funny. Like Chiaki always said, “Konna, Bakayarou!”

I understand if they want to party till the dawn, dancing, enjoying the company of friends and drinking. But, at least don’t drink till you’re drunk and doing stupid things you will regret. The worst part is that some people don’t really regret or have any guilts over doing those stupid things. They feel powerful and liberated after doing those stupid things, like they feel like they are the best, the number one, the coolest one amongst their friends. While in reality, they are the stupidiest person ever lived to grace upon the surface of this earth.

Some rich people also use their powers of money and feel like they deserve everything including the best service that their money can buy. They probably feel powerful trampling all over the pride and dignity of others who  they feel are lower than them. Did they have nothing to do anymore besides doing this? Why not use your times to help someone who is less unfortunate than you rather than making them even feel worser?

I don’t understand these people and nor will I try to understand them. I don’t care about them either, they just get on my nerves sometimes but I always shrug them off quickly. Someone asks me a very stupid question which does not have any apparent answer and he told me to go back to school to learn English. I should’ve said, “This question coming from someone who speaks English daily. Very funny!” but anyway, I don’t wanna drag myself down to his level. Why would I interact with someone who clearly only will make you feel stupidier by arguing with him? I am so much better than that.

Freakin stupid!!! I am really tired of this responsibility of paying bills, and doing the account fo family and my own spending. S**t!! S**t!! I hate ‘em all! Throw away those trash already!!! I don’t know what is supposed to happen to the bills which you already have paid, whether we should keep them or throw them away??? I chose the latter of course coz I am just sick and tired of the bills and junk letters. So, rip!!! rip!!! rip!!!

I bet my hands will be sore tomorrow but I don’t really care. I still have to do my spending account tomorrow. I have been freaking out over searching the single freakin punch-hole before. What about tomorrow?? Gonna have a heart attack maybe. Once I start something, if I don’t finish it throughly, I cannot rest and go crazy thinking about it all the time. The solution is simply to finish all the things till they can go no further. I guess I am a bit OCD over this thing.

Day and day recently, I have been growing tired easily and just feeling lazier to go to work. Wanna bleed my heart out, wanna puke my insides out, wanna clench my fists, wanna pull my hair till I can do nothing anymore. I have indeed very out-of-my-mind right now, I can’t even describe what I am really really feeling rite now. I am not sick and not tired, just feeling off. I really really need a holiday, just one day is enough coz my feeling is not rite.

I have been putting a fake smile, fake expression and forcing myself to do everything. Now it has taken a toll on me, after so much exertions on my side. Silly girl, lonely girl, poor girl, crazy girl, emotional girl, impatient girl, sad girl, crazy girl, stupid girl, emotional girl, I can’t even feel anything anymore. What do I want? What do I need?  I don’t know anymore.

Maybe it is emotional breakdown I am feeling. I have experienced it before, but I recovered from that before. I just want one-day full rest and after that I think I will be fine. I don’t know how I can rest for one day since I have so many things to do… Somehow I will find a way…

Mai Fukui first released “Ai no Uta” as a theme song for Koizora TV series on 20 August 2008. This is the strongest song on her debut album and also strongest single as it reached the top 20 on Oricon chart. The PV is very simple and much better than “Can Can” clip, showing her singing on the fields of green, singing and blown by the wind. I like her dress on the music clip, a white flowy dress like shown on this pic below.

Her other two singles next released didn’t fare so well like its predecessor single, both “Lucky” released on 19 November 2008 and “Can Can” released on 4 February 2009. PV for “Can Can” was a bit boring, just showing her hitting drums and singing on a kinda black and white background. I just looked at the screencaps and don’t even bother looking at the whole PV, but the song is a cheerful-guitar-pop-rock-fun song, it is building to get better at the chorus. I like the part where the guitar remains strumming throughout the song.

I must say I almost like the whole tracks on the album, with my favourites including the ballads “Ai no Uta”, “Aoi E”, “Promise You”, and “My Song for You” and more uptempo “I wanna be a rock roll star” and “Hate Myself”. Overall the whole album has the whole balance of pop and rock vibes within. The whole tracks in the album is totally worth listening. I really recommend this to anyone wanting to try listening to new JPop artists and any fans of ayaka or Miho Fukuhara.

I am hooked on to the newest single of Yuna Ito, titled “Trust You”. It is really a good ballad song, better than “Miss You”. How come all the titles of the songs are almost the same… Hmmm… But I like mostly when Yuna Ito sings ballad songs, sounds much better than the uptempo cheerful songs which she has sung before, like “Urban Mermaid”, with the exception of “Koi wa Groovyx2″. I am such a sucker for ballad songs, ha3! I have never watched the music clip of “Trust You” before till today. Once I saw the music clip, I quickly listened to the song over and over again. I even updated my music playlist on my mobile phone. I really recommend this song for any Yuna Ito fans and even anyone else who really likes listening to ballad JPop songs (it’s not too ballad-y song) or anyone who likes listening to really nice melodic songs. This song is also used as the second ending song of Gundam OO. Here is the music clip of “Trust You” from youtube:

Recently I bought another classic novel, ‘Little Dorrit’ by Charles Dickens  coz it was on sale at Kinokuniya bookshop. This is the novel which I have been waiting some times to buy, therefore when it was on 20% discount, I quickly bought it. I already read the plot summary on Wikipedia and I think the novel is worth reading, such as the work of Charles Dickens is always worth reading. The novel was put with the pile of other classic novels which I haven’t yet read he3.

I just finished reading ‘Emma’ and it is in my top 2 favourite books by Jane Austen with the first being  ‘Pride and Prejudice’ of course. The heroine of the book, Emma Woodhouse, is quite witty, independent, busybody, charming and likes matchmaking but always bad at it. This faults of hers which make the story interesting and lively. Emma’s faults were often noticed by Mr. Knightley and he always told Emma what mistakes she has done. In the end, Emma grows more mature, more sensible, and her faults are decreasing. Of course she finds her ‘true love’ with someone she has always fancies but she never realizes till late.

There is one character which I don’t really like, Frank Churchill. He is always lively, charming, and often very funny and entertaining but he strikes me as selfish and annoying. He is always lucky, when he makes severe mistakes and his friends and families were offended by him, he apologizes quite sincerely to them and quite easily forgiven. He is indeed lucky and maybe I am kind of jealous of his good fortunes but I still don’t like his character.

There is many movies and TV adaptations of ‘Emma’ but I haven’t found them out till after I have read the novel. There is one movie adaptation of ‘Emma’ played by Gwyneth Paltrow on 1996 and I’ve been searching for the DVD recently. I think I should try the DVD rental shop near where I live. Have to borrow my bro’s DVD rental card first. I wanna look for ‘Sense and Sensibility’ too but I don’t really like that crybaby Marianne Dashwood but she will be played by Kate Winslet and I guess it’s gonna be a good movie if Kate Winslet starred in the movie.

Well… I will try my luck in finding the movie in the DVD rental shop. Fingers crossed!!! Although I doubt that they have them. Otherwise I have to buy the DVDs plus “Becoming Jane”.

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